Dear all, very very sorry that I've not been blogging.. work is getting me down.. am working very hard with my new colleague who came at a very salah time.. she joined us just when we are starting Xmas, our Year End Sale and all the works... so she geddit very badly.. kena left right center with all the work.. haiz.. but hopefully its all going to over soon...
anyway, shall blog about something/someone very important to mi.. heehee..
12 months ago, i started a very important and significant chapter of my life.. I met someone who's very important to me and he has been and still going to be a significant part of me.. and that's my darling.. :) yeah it's our one year anniversary.. nothing much, went for nice dinner and spend the whole weekend nua-ing at home.. cosying up to each other... :) nice feeling..
just wanna recap of how we met and how we got together.. :) 1st time we met, he came by after my event at Raffles Hotel, wanting to go for a drink together.. but alas, he spent all his $$ on something prior to fetching me, so I ended paying for the cab to East Coast.. so in the cab, I was whining and I was whining all the way to the beach bar.. hahahaha I was whining that "HOW CAN A GUY LET A GAL PAY ON THE 1ST DATE???" on and on.. but he found it so funny and amusing that he decided to ask me out for a second date.. :D on our 2nd date, we went to East Coast again.. another bar and was watching football and chit-chatting about life and stuff.. nice feeling but still too early to tell.. we are still knowing each other then..
on the 3rd date, we went to Vino Vino and had 3 bottles of wine.. and were quite smashed, but we managed to talk cock and chit chat (stay sober) till wee hours of the morning, think it was around 4+ and went for Macs breakfast.. he sent me home and after which, I was thinking if he is the one.. on the 4th date, we kind of know that we would like to be together, but nothing was said and confirmed.. so on the 5th date... i "forced" him to ask him the golden question, "ai kia steady mai? ai kia gu gu eh" translated as "wanna be my steady? will be a long long relationship eh." I was actually quite paranoid after sharing with him my past exxperiences and my fears.. and he was quiet for a while before he asked if I would like to be his girlfriend.. hahaha okie, I didnt make him say the exact words (as if he would) but its enough..
days passed and months passed, we got to know each other better, and work on our relationship.. I cant say that there are no hiccups or downs in this relationship, but I guess, what matters most is that I know we are both working very hard to make this relationship works.. he may not shower me with expensive gifts or branded stuff (yes, there are a couple here and there, and alot of pple tot I hooked up with him coz he is a lawyer *rolls eyes*) but the significant things he did was that he showed his love and concern thru his actions.. he stayed up with me at work, just so that he can send me home, he bought me wristrest and stuff when I complained that my elbows hurt after long hours at the computer.. he listened to me when I told him my fears and my insecurities, etc etc.. basically he's there and here for me always.. He makes me love and laff from my heart.. and for those who know me, very few pple (only those who I really cared about) can make me laff from the heart and I cherish this very very much... he showered me with all his love and he loved me from his heart, i know it coz i can sense it..
Just wanna take this opportunity to tell him that Yes, darling.. i know i like to whine and "complain" that you dun love me enough... but to tell u the truth.. I know and appreciate what u have done for me and given me so far.. u have make me whole again.. daring to love unconditionally and want to share my life with another person (i.e. you lah). You've filled my life with joy and happiness that I never dare to receive, you taught me to receive and accept grace and love which i truly deserve.. You've been a great partner (not in crime) and I would always love you.
Thank you for being you. =)
Your crazy beautiful angel baby princess
