Happy Valentine's Day!!

Here's wishing everyone a Happy Valentine's Day!!

May everyone cherish those dear to them and may love fill this world.


To all my loved ones,

Thank you for loving me and caring for me all this while. I love you all too.


XOXO
Me

BDB & CCB want to give you all a little something...

Come What May

Was listening to my ipod this morning when I heard this song….



Come What May – Soundtrack from Moulin Rouge



Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day





Standing in the midst of the MRT crowd, I was moved to tears when I lost myself into the song… tis a song that I wanna sing for him… a song that I hope will be our wedding song… A song that symbolizes our love and how I felt towards our love..


Okie enough of the mushy mushy stuff... I am kind of busy these days.. doing planning for my 2011 and also getting back into shape (round is not a shape!)... but not smoking has contributed to my increased appetite (and it was a hearty one to begin with)

Now is taking a break from my project.... actually one of 2 project... still cant get my fat bum up to do the one very very impt project... haiz... y so?? is it that my sub-conscious mind knows that its a lost cause?? or am i just scared of rejection again?? But i asked myself... what do i have to lose?? face?? or a fren forever?? okie enuff of this topic.. shall not say further.. let me finish the easy peasy one 1st. One thing at a time...

Take care everyone.. and have a great 2011!

The long awaited entry

Dunno who will read this but heck lah, think I should start writing again since I’ve slightly more time now (slap mouth gently) and should write more often too..
It’s more than 4 months since I last posted an entry… was still thinking what I should blog about…

For the past 4 months, so many things happened, both good and bad. I always believe that things happen for a reason so I welcome all the things that happened in my life with love (though I may grumble and complain initially but hey I am trying!)

Best achievements:

Quitting my job
Some of you may ask why is this an achievement, but people who knows me will agree as they know that I am burnt out but has never taken initiative to quit though I am unhappy and stressed most of the time. I enjoyed my time there but was usually very stressed out so technically I am not too happy or enjoying my time. The “wake-up” call came when I realized that I will lose heart in what I am doing and not do my very best so I decided to move on. I also thought about what I really wanna achieve in life and what are my next steps. I do not see myself in the same place forever and I really do not think I can tahan to be there forever. It is just not me. I am very very happy now as I am now working in an industry that I always wanted to get into, since the 1st day I started work. I hoped that I am able to excel and gain more experience so that I am able to attain my ultimate goal – i.e. to be a lecturer. (more of this next time)


Quitting smoking
I quitted smoking on 3 Sep 2010, so technically I’ve only quitted for about 1.5months. I have always wanted to quit smoking, but I guess that the idea didn’t drive home till I recently have another wake-up call about my health. I know that as much as u have the idea but if u dun do it, it is as good as NOTHING. So when I quit, all my friends are happy for me. Most people thought I was pregnant or I was preparing to be, but I just wanted to clarify, u dun need to have a kid to quit smoking or take care of ur body. U need to love ur own body 1st before u can love anyone else. I am trying to love my body whom I have neglected for so long, here’s a short letter that I’ve written for her:

Dear EQCM’s body,

I know this letter is very abrupt but I think I owe u a HUGE apology. Sorry for not taking care of you all these years. Sorry for drowning u with “gallons” of alcohol and gassing you with toxic fumes all this while. I know I am not a good caretaker though I aim to take care of everyone else BUT you! I worked long hours, stressing you out, stretching you to the max, extending my working hours (trying my luck). I know I am just testing you, testing when would you finally break down and give up on me. Thank you for staying strong and I realized that I shouldn’t take you for granted, thinking you are invincible. I wanna thank you for standing strong all this while and I hope I am not too late to start taking care of you. I know that I subject you to many other bad stuff, but I promise that I will start taking good care of you and not abuse you anymore. Hope you will “recover” slowly (never mind, take your time) and do let me know what else I can do to make you feel better.

Lastly, I just want you to know that I love you.

XOXO
EQCM
Okie, shall end off my post here and will definitely post more often.

Take care peeps!

The mad rush is finally over.. or is it over??

Haiz... as many of you know, i slaved in the retail industry.. and when the months of April and May draws near, its like hell gates open for me.. deadlines after deadlines, promotions after promotions swamped over me and my desk.. can't even see my desktop at times (both my comp and my conventional desktop).. anyway, now I can finally catch a breather.. *phew* hope everything is going to be calm and steady from now on...

yawnz... feeling tired and wldnt get to meet my darling until later tonite as he is still slogging.. I can't find the "oooommmpphh" to start my work.. think i will just blog and talk cock for a while over cyberspace.. lalalalala

Days passed so fast, I am drawing my BIG day!! hahaha not my wedding, just that I am going into a new age bracket.. haiz haiz.. but quoting one of my bestie, she said, "no lah, u are not 30 yet, you are just 29 yrs and 12 months!" Love this gal, made me laff 1st thing morning. ;)

Okie shall end off now and pray for me peeps that my mad rush is really over.. ;)

Fascination with Fishville

No, I am not blogging to say about my fascination with fishville or any of the long-term game applications found on FB, there's nothing wrong with them but I realised that I may "apply" and try and have fun with the application after a while, and in the end, I will just lose my fascination with it and dun bother about it. As much as this is a natural process for everyone, but I think my "attention" span for these games are shorter.. I am very amused by my friends and colleagues who are very into this game, but I cant find myself being engaged with it, I rather play BeJeweled or any of the other games that will be not require me attention or requires long-term maintanence....

Then suddenly, it dawned on me... Maybe I am a committment phobic? I do not want to develop a "commited" relationship with the fishes and stuff as I am scared of the commitment? this tot was on my mind for a few days... then I realised that nah, its just that i am nvr into this kind of games, I tried and I kind of got hooked for a while (e.g. Sims on Nitendo DS, Dogs on Nitendo DS and even the very old and ancient game called Hospital), I enjoyed the game while it lasted.. hahaha but now i felt that if I have the ability or time to shower more TLC, I would rather shower on my friends and family, i.e. my loved ones. I am definitely not commitment phobic as I always wanted a dog and I know that I would NEVER EVER give away my dog if I ever have one. That's also a reason why I have yet to get one as I do not have a place of my own and based on the hours I put into work, I can't shower the little pup with the kind of love and care it would need. It's very unfair, its just like bringing a kid to the world and not able to give him/her your utmost attention (i mean love, not $$$).

Frankly speaking, I am very tempted to try Fishville/Farmville/Restuarant City or whatever lah, what do you guys think? Should I???Hmmmm...

Anyway, more posts coming up soon, with the holidays coming, I will try to post some backdated stuff, like my holiday in KL/Malacca and our outing to musuem to view the Mummy exhibition.. etc...


Okie, think my only grouse is that I would like to be more commited to my blog, but I guess that since no one is reading it, I wouldnt need to update it so often.. heehee..:D

Am heading off to play BeJeweled!! lolz...

28 Jan 2010

Half of 28 Jan has passed and I am still feeling restless...

am supposed to finish up my budget (left a tiny weeny bit to clean u) and my boss just changed the ad sizes (which affects my budget too!!) and I am supposed to work out some budget for some campaign to her after lunch... uuurrrggghh!!

damn xian... no updates in my boring life otherwise...

beep out!

Going Away!!!

Yeah!! Am leaving for a short holiday!! Was planning to go Malacca, but it's either no hotel or no transport back!! UUrrrggghh!!! But my dear darling came up with a fantastic yet dangerous idea.... he say why not we just pack out bags and go and see where our feet takes us.. go to airport and check... but i warned him.. i may be abit short-tempered if I am not fed or do not have enuff rest.. and I may bite.. hahahaha and I can almost hear him hesitating on the other end of the line... heehee

anyway, think this getaway is very very important as I need a break!!!

Love u peeps and catch up with you all next year. ;)

P.S. am rushing work now and also hoping to rush out the little project I was aiming to do for him.. *wink*